Saturday, August 23, 2025
Thursday, August 14, 2025
Letter from a narcisist
this is good:
A letter from a narcissist....
"Dear Victim;
I've lied to you about almost everything.. I'm not sorry because I don't Feel empathy or guilt, I know right from Wrong in my head, but I can't feel your pain. Sometimes i wish I could But I can't.
As a child I Felt too much pain and Weakness.. I was treated like i didn't Matter.. to protect myself, i shut Down my emotions and stopped being Sensitive. I believed being kind and loving was weak, so I built a false self, a mask and I live behind it.
To keep this Mask in place, I had to hurt Others including you, I had to put you down To feel powerful. I don't Truly love myself, I just Love the image I created... I abuse you to protect that image.
I've lied so Much, I even believe my own lies, I can't let you See the real me bc deep Down I'm scared and ashamed. If you get too close To the truth, I'll push you away or try to destroy You.. I can't handle being exposed.
I may seem Nice at first but its an Act to get your trust.. once you Trust me I'll start abusing you to keep you at a distance. The Kindness and the cruelty are both fake, I don't even know who I really am anymore.
Emotionally I'm like A child, I never matured so I can't Care about your Feelings. I only think About my own pain. I bully You bc I hurt inside but I can't feel hurt For you, only From you.
Being a Narcissist is stressful And exhausting, I'm always afraid Of being found out. I feel empty But i hide it behind anger and control.
Don't wait for me to change, I Probably never will. I chose this path Long ago and Now I don't know how to turn back .If you stay I will destroy you. The only way to protect Yourself is to leave and Ignore Me. That's the one thing I can't Stand, being treated like I Don't Exist.
There's a Tiny chance That losing you might make me Face myself But don't count on it. Even if I get help, the pain might Scare me away from it.
Please don't wait... don't let me break you or turn you into someone like me. Save yourself while you still can.
Sincerely
your narcissist."
Check out these links from Quora for more:
A letter from a narcissist....
"Dear Victim;
I've lied to you about almost everything.. I'm not sorry because I don't Feel empathy or guilt, I know right from Wrong in my head, but I can't feel your pain. Sometimes i wish I could But I can't.
As a child I Felt too much pain and Weakness.. I was treated like i didn't Matter.. to protect myself, i shut Down my emotions and stopped being Sensitive. I believed being kind and loving was weak, so I built a false self, a mask and I live behind it.
To keep this Mask in place, I had to hurt Others including you, I had to put you down To feel powerful. I don't Truly love myself, I just Love the image I created... I abuse you to protect that image.
I've lied so Much, I even believe my own lies, I can't let you See the real me bc deep Down I'm scared and ashamed. If you get too close To the truth, I'll push you away or try to destroy You.. I can't handle being exposed.
I may seem Nice at first but its an Act to get your trust.. once you Trust me I'll start abusing you to keep you at a distance. The Kindness and the cruelty are both fake, I don't even know who I really am anymore.
Emotionally I'm like A child, I never matured so I can't Care about your Feelings. I only think About my own pain. I bully You bc I hurt inside but I can't feel hurt For you, only From you.
Being a Narcissist is stressful And exhausting, I'm always afraid Of being found out. I feel empty But i hide it behind anger and control.
Don't wait for me to change, I Probably never will. I chose this path Long ago and Now I don't know how to turn back .If you stay I will destroy you. The only way to protect Yourself is to leave and Ignore Me. That's the one thing I can't Stand, being treated like I Don't Exist.
There's a Tiny chance That losing you might make me Face myself But don't count on it. Even if I get help, the pain might Scare me away from it.
Please don't wait... don't let me break you or turn you into someone like me. Save yourself while you still can.
Sincerely
your narcissist."
Check out these links from Quora for more:
10 Weird Addictions All Narcissists Have.
10 Weird Things Narcissists Do S£xµally.
Tuesday, August 5, 2025
Email from Erdy
GHey there! Just sitting on my front yard looking at stars and listening to two owls argue over something and crickets filling in the space. Glavel has turned into more than I imagined and I love it. Now working more hours with Rob as he needs it. I know there is a board meeting next week and they are always scrambling to make it good (which they should). If you (and Shai) want to talk sidebar let me know. What a wild ride and thank you so much for making it happen. Love it! Btw on Monday I launch my consultancy public on LinkedIn. I don't want or need an extra client now but want to let my network know what I am up to. Let's get together soon with John and Lisa. You are the best!
He did make a post on LinkedIn on Monday but didn't call me out as having been the one to start the process of his new business. I thought he would. That's what networking and relationships are all about.
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